this picture reminded me of you Nan, up in the sky where your beautiful soul lies,

i miss you a huge amount nan, over 5 months gone and only seems like yesturday

but to all the amazing people that glenda moss knew remember: what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matter compared to lies within us.

and i know that my nan my mum and aunties mum, best friends and others would want you to think that and keep our heads up for the most amazing woman ever to live

love you nanny and i miss you and your always in my heart wherever you are and wherever i am i know your always there

hmmnn

I think mum and dad are annoyed with me right now...didn't eat the majority of my dinner because i feel full and kinda sick.

But to be honest despite how **** they were ;D Im really in the mood for one of your m&s lasagna's. Seems like something comforting that would remind me of the warm times we had together. care to send me one down from heaven on a cloud? :)

xxxxxx

Watching

Dear Mum,

Do you remember that song Love is all around? Well its five months today that you so unexpectedly left us and you were taken from us, I do feel that you are here with me though, watching over us and not forgetting your precious car! Every now and then I forget you aren't here, what can I say I long to hug you again and share laughs and good times but please keep watching Mum!

Love you always

T xx

Thank you

My Darling Mum, thank you, it meant so much to me and Theresa

Every breath we take, every move we make

I love you

Glenda xxxxxx

today

Am in The Dales. Wherever I go I think of you....the layby in Wensleydale where we stopped in your little red car..B21 Mother loves Father!! ..The cassettes we played, Vangelis and Streisand.

Watching TV tonight and a quote of 'death is final...' I can't believe it was five months ago I last spoke to you, touched you and told you I loved you and you would be alright.I thought you would be. I never believed God would take you away as you were so beautiful and strong for us..just when the time came not for you any longer. If you can see this, my lovely mum, I hope you feel the love tonight..

Mum, not a day goes by where I think 'if only' ...I hugged you that bit more, said Thank you, smelt you........I miss you so much Mum that it hurts.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx​xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx​xx

snoww

As I watch the snowflakes fall I wonder if your the one sending it to us, just telling us that your there.

i miss you nan. so much you would not beleive. it hurts more and more every day knowing that your not just a phone call away anymore.

I was so strong to start off with nan, but now i just feel like i'm getting weaker and weaker as the heartache settles in deeper. please help me.

all my love

katy xxx

Always on my mind

Dear Mum, have a feeling you are doing ok and being well looked after.

I am having turkey stew tonight but there was only ever one turkey stew worth having!

Going to church on Sunday Mum, maybe see you there

Love thats never dies, thats us Mum

Little Glenda xxxx

Snow

Dear Mum,

We have had the first snow without you and I have been busy clearing the drive just like you used too. It still doesn't seem right that you aren't here. I think about you all the time and each day it just gets worse. Miss you Mum!!!

Love

T xx

grrr

Just something to make you laughh Nan, I'm bored at school...was just casually looking at a clothes webiste on the computer and the librarian just blocked it from my computer! goddd ;D

to be honest with you, I can't actually focus properly at the moment. All I can think about is you. I just want a hug...that's all I want, one more chance just to smell you, feel you, talk to you. It's killing me that I no longer have that oppurtunity.

I love youu xxxxx

Dads birthday

Iam taking Dad for a drive to Braughing and then lunch at the Feathers, I know you will be with us Mum and we will be with you.

It doesnt get any easier Mum, I still adore you and think about you every minute of every day

God bless

Little glenda x

hockey :)

just nailed it in my herts training session nan :) i wore my locket the whole session, thanks for bringing me luck :) just found out today that me and my friend have been given the captaincy of the squad for the upcoming games, sooo happy :) just thought id let you know how id done, I always used to talk to you about it when you were here and I don't want it to be any different now :) I always wonder what your doing up there, when Im playing hockey down here...hope your having fun up there nann :)

anyways nan im gunna go have nice hot, deep bath with plenty of bubbles because ive literally just got in from training and I smell ;)

love you millions <3

Hello

Dear Mum,

I went to see you after work tonight, it was in the twilight but I felt like I needed to see you after work on a Saturday like I used to when you were with us. Not quite the same I know and I still miss you sooo much! I couldn't help but wonder what you get up to after dark in there whether you really come back to life or even if you were watching down over me at your spot like in the book Lazy Bones. If you were you would have seen how much I still love you and think of you! I am taking Dad out for lunch tomorrow to celebrate his 88th birthday, it won't be much of a celebration without you but I will make sure I have a drink for you and an extra portion too. Miss you Mum,

Love T

xx

old timesss

Nan, Im sitting here upstairs in the living room, typing up my latest english essay and its half past 12...some people never change! I made myself a cup of tea to keep me a wake and the fact that I'm drinking tea sparked a memory I had with you. Every time when I was little when you stayed over and you slept in the spare room (my room), I always used to get you up really early the next day before you took me and ruthy to school and we used to have tea and biscuits on the bed in my room...just the two of us, that was our special thing.

Those biscuits were special though because they weren't normal, they were Christmas trees with icing and loads of hundreds and thousands on them! It was special because it was just us two and we did it every time, at the same time....just us two.

I miss those times. The times where I was young enough that I didn't have to worry about anything important in the future. I didn't have to worry about losing you because you were always there. And now, your not here and I'm at the age now where I have to worry about loads of important things. I hate it Nan. I hate that lifes flying by, I hate that I feel consistently down, I hate the fact your not here.

All I want is for you to be back here, sitting on my bed with me, eating christmas tree biscuits and drinking tea. yeah...that really would be my idea of a wish.

Four months

Dear Mum,

It's four months ago tonight Mum that I got the call to say you weren't very well, it still seems so clear in my mind and I remember how worried I was. I still can't believe you aren't here with us. As Little G said the bulbs are coming through, your cats are growing up quickly now and are so even tempered and fun, your legacy to us. I just wish you were here to see it all. I still think of you all the time and how you were taken from us unexpectedly and before your time. I can but hope you are happy with Nan and your family but we miss you so much! I have had a nice glass of wine with dinner and one for you of course!! Love you,

Love

Theresa (M). xxxx

Time goes by.....

It's strange Mum.

I reflect to the 11th September last year. A sunday that I took from work to take Katy to her hockey. Big trial for her and I went with her, not to see you. Today both the girls are playing at County. I am at work and thinking of you and how life here carries on almost in a circle but with one MASSIVE chink missing from it...you.

I still see you in my mind and feel you i my heart and miss you in a most painful way and I see you in Glegs and M and myself when I look. Thank you Mum. xxxxx

Your garden

The bulbs are starting to come through Mum, just as you planned, we planted some with you in the memorial garden so you will have some too.

Heaven must now be perfect with you there, I just wish you didnt have to go when you did, I miss you every minute of every day

Little Glenda xxxxxxx

Happy New year!

Happy New Year nan! strange to think that i'm starting a brand new year without you :( But i will do what i've been doing for the past few months and keep smiling and carry on :) I have my AS level exams in may, im going to work sooo hard to get good grades! I've also got my first hockey match for st albans this saturday and im gunna run my socks off! Just want to make you proud, and I will continue working towards that until the day that i join you.

Love youu xxxxxxx

Nans birthday and New Years Day

So today is New Years Day, our first without you Mum but for Nan her first with you for over 30 years.

I will do what I have always done and will always do and take flowers to the photo Mum.

All my love to both of you and I ache for you both to come home and hug me.

Love Glenda [Little] xxxxxxx